It’s odd when one has to go through that many emotions in 2 days.
First, was joyous… cos i passed my Econs mid terms at 37/50! Okay, alot got above 35, but at least, this time I know i’m not below the 25th percentile.
Second, felt satisfied… after teaching my 1st tuition to this cutie Filipino P6 boy… I thought I really make a good teacher. Wa ha ha ha… any lobangs? Please pass my contact to him or her. I teach English & Maths Upper Primary, Lower Secondary…If that person is fail one, i’ll teach until he or she can pass. Proven.
Third, got lost in Bukit Panjang, finding a flat that is supposedly easily spotted. I spent walking 1/2 hour around the neighborhood. And a series of negative news of my YWD leaders… not convenient to mention here, but… just made me feel super at a loss too…
Fourth, got home… planning to be a good girl to do my readings. Instead, i couldn’t help but keep hearing her on the phone (yes in the middle of the night). Got distraught… broke down, and decided to just go to void deck to do my readings. Apparently, she didn’t even hear the banging of door. I guess she’s just in her own world.
And a string of bad luck follows…
Fifth, absent-mindedly went to the wrong venue thinking that it’s right… got too late for my PSYC study… but the nice experimenter didn’t mark me absent, and allow me to go for another slot the next day.
Sixth, I embarrased myself by holding my Da Bao uprightly, as if I’m scared nobody can see what’s for lunch, and I got stopped by the security before i can manage to head into the library.
Seventh, just when I thought I can just neutrally eat my bao outside the library… I realize my phone is MISSING!
Eighth, got all crazy and rush back to my own block, to realize I hardly have friends to help me out, cos people that walk past me are people i don’t know. I used the Security’s phone (not the one that stopped me).
Ninth, my phone rang, and this ang moh picked up my phone~ Good samaritarian! He ask me to meet him at Raffles Quay at 2 pm~
Tenth, that means i have less time to do my readings for the test… and I feel insecure that I’m meeting another guy at an alien place, without my phone. How do i contact him if i can’t see him right?
Eleventh, that’s when I decided to MSN some people who might be in school to loan me their phone for an hour… and a project mate, who’s at home, offered to accompany me to meet up with that ang moh! So nice of him!!! Felt so grateful touched and saved…
Twelve, got back my phone from this pretty cute ang moh, and treated that savior to lunch~
Thirteenth, realize there’s no QUIZ at all! HURRAY!!!!!
Lastly, felt like my prayer answered… been chanting for some sign. If it’s not meant to be… i shall just drop the idea. But if it is, at least have some signs to cue me that there’s something. Somehow the online chat we had, was one of the fewest or zero dialogues we had. I bare out whatever had been happening… and for the first time, I heard from him what was happening to him… and… guess what… it’s all around the same time! Both unforgetable, and almost unhandleable. I felt extremely encouraged to fight it all out again, at the same time, cheered that I’m given the cue… but at the same time, stressed.
Talk about fluidity of human emotions…
