just so hard… sometimes I wish I can just leave and go somewhere far far away. Sometimes I wish nothing of all these had happened. Sometimes I wish I don’t need to be so bothered, and simply let things happen. Sometimes I wish all these will end. Sometimes I wish I can just call him and give him my tongue lashing. Sometimes I wish I can just scold her and wake her to her senses. Sometimes I wish she is wiser, and see everything clearly.